Honestly, this whole week seems to be horrible. On Monday I received a B- on a homework assignment for Physics. The next day I would go on to do horrible on an Advanced Spanish test, and today I got a C+ on an Algebra 2 test that pulled me down six rankings. So all in all, a really crappy week. I just can't wait for it to be over, and the sooner the better. In recent days, I haven't been feeling well either; every morning I seem to wake up with a cold or a sore throat, and by the time I am heading to bed, my asthma acts up, and I'm sick again. Purell doesn't seem to keep the germs away nowadays.

Everyone's making a huge deal over swine flu, and I can't understand why. All H1N1 is is just the traditional flu, just a little bit worse. Everyone is making such a huge deal over it and making it seem like it's the next bubonic plague. And I think they're blowing it way out of proportion. It's going to be over in a matter of weeks once everyone just stops talking about it, like MRSA.

All in all, today I feel a bit melancholy. I felt melancholy this morning when I realized I had woken up extremely late and only had about 10 minutes to get out of the house. I was melancholy during religion class when I came to the realization that I'm not going to get into the college of my dreams. I was especially melancholy when I realized I had actually legitimately finished my lunch at lunch. (Something that never ever happens; what made it worse was that it was pasta) Work went without incident. And when I returned home, I was melancholy once more when I was watching America's Next Top Model, and realized that I was eating as I was watching it.

Meh, I guess I was horrible today with the food since I'm trying to eat healthy (minus the salads because salads are disgusting lol). I skipped breakfast because I just don't have the time for it. Lunch I had pasta. Then I went home and had a bunch of chocolate bars, and then calamari and rice for dinner. I should've done without the chocolate bars since I'm so cavity prone. XD I'm honestly extremely glad that I don't reside with my maternal grandmother, because at her house, she's shoveling 6-7 meals a day down our throats, and they aren't very small proportions either lol. To be honest, I don't like to eat very much, unless the food is very tasty and I'm ravagingly hungry, I just eat my square meals a day because I know I have too. Because if you don't eat, you wither and you die ! Lol

But onto other news, I'm sure you all noticed that I finally changed my blog layout! I kind of stole it from Lianna. But I have to say, I always really liked it, but she was always using it XD

I can't help but say this, but I find you extremely irritating. You talk to us all as if were bumbling babies that have just learned to crawl across the carpet, and are unable to comprehend the language in which you speak. You're not very helpful, and nor do you seem very understanding; you are more of a surveyor. I find you very judging; you're quick to judge every little motion and thing. You act as if you will only be satisfied if your friends with all of us, so you look down and speak to us in your monotone voice. But to be honest, you're probably twice my age and you are my superior; so let's not get so buddy-buddy.

I hope I don't bore you. I hope that I am completely uninteresting to you. I hope that I am not the complete opposite of what you created within the confines of your mind; that mental picture and sculpture of who you believed me to be. I hope I am fascinating and mentally-stirring enough for you. I hope I fit the ideals of the great person you keep telling me that I am.

This layout was made by toomunch/ denise,Icon: underwent.eljay thank you.