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Thursday, August 20, 20094:42 PM
Darling, why are you so indifferent?
Fact: I am melancholy.
It has been a while hasn't it? Well, there's not much to say. There's summer school work, work, and studying. My life is redundant and that is all that is really new. I sit on the computer the whole day buying random crap that I don't need. Today, I bought some shimmer sticks from Taiwan, and a cute pencil case for school. Yesterday, I lurked on a website and preordered a new CD and bought some earrings. The day before that, I bought a bottle of 'Seven days of love' pills. They're little plastic capsules that you write love notes inside. And the day before that, I bought an agenda and some gifts for my friends. And the day before that, I bought a cute hat. In recent days, I am madly in love with Kwon Jiyong. I never liked him before, but when I heard the teaser to his new solo CD, I had to buy it. I think it's also because he looks super hot with bleached blond hair.
Oh, well a few things have happened. I took the practice SAT, and I scored a 2210 out of 2400, which is downright amazing. I was expecting a 500 just for putting my name down. I competed in my first pageant, and I am now Miss Photogenic for my state, and qualified to go to Nationals in Hollywood. I've decided that I also want to become a linguist, and to be considered a linguist, one must know at least 5 languages. So I began to take Chinese. I'm not sure what my last language will be since Chinese is already my fourth. So maybe my summer hasn't been that unproductive. All I have yet to do is finish my AP History work, and I am done fo the rest of the summer, even though there is less than 15 days left. So I guess up until now my summer has been great.
Now I am melancholy, and everything that has happened the whole summer up to now doesn't mean much to me at all anymore. It all just seems like a dream.
But to be honest, if the side effects were so potentially bad, why would you give a patient such a medication? The matter greatly upsets me. It just makes me angry that such 'doctors' at this hospital could be so immorally void, and stupid. I mean, common sense much? In recent days, I have lost all faith in these people. I hate them for their idiocy. I swear, when I become a doctor, I will never be like them. I especially hate that specific hospital with a burning passion.
I'm greatly worried about my mother. I pray that nothing is wrong with her. I don't know what I would do without her. I can't just have my father. I just can't. He's just so disappointing as a parent. He could never be like my mother. I feel so extremely stressed about the matter, and I don't know what to do anymore. I just feel helpless, and my personality has gone stolid and apathetic.
My stress problems have gotten much worse over the past few weeks. During check in at the pageant, I found out that they had lost one of my forms, and of course I freaked out for a few minutes, and passed out right there. And then I was basically 'on watch'. My parents would later go on to scold me because such a thing could 'kill me'.
The stress is making me sick, and I don't know what to do anymore.
I'm hoping and praying that my mom will return home soon and in good health.