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Friday, December 19, 20089:49 AM
happy few days before christmas ![]() I knew that it was myself. Really, I was starting to type it, and then I realized I had homework to do so I rushed to close it. Hence, making it sound pretty pointless. If you know me from that AIM profile site, which I shall not mention, I am announcing that I may be returning with a new story. Why? Every single day I go on that site to see if anything worth while is up, an there is never anything good. I'm not going to use the word 'trashy', but most of the stuff seems untasteful. I haven't read many yet, so I can't judge, but I mean really? They're always the same stories. Girl falls for guy, guy breaks her heart by doing something stupid, she gets back at him in a rash way. I know I'm not an amazing writer. (Especially compared to one of my friends; you know who you are ;] ) But at least what I write had 'quality'? I don't know if that's the right word. But you get me point don't you? I don't even know what to write yet. Lately I feel inspired by those around me. I don't know how to explain it, but I can't really say much other than simply that they inspire me. They mean a lot to me and I wouldn't know where I'd be without them. I'm not going to be a suck-up here, but they're amazing people, each with their own talents and specialties. Lol, I think it's the Christmas season dawing on me. :] I have to thank everyone who gave me a gift, they're very much appreciated! And I'm glad you took the time to think of me ♥ And still, I'm really sorry for dropping your gift Kevin! I still feel bad! I was talking with a few of my guy friends recently, and we talked about video games. You know the usual thing. And then one of my friends spoke of how he wanted to work for Square-Enix when we got older, and it struck me. Only a few years ago I had the dream of becoming a video game designer. I remember it was so important to me. But then eventually I lost that passion. I don't know how it happened, but it kind of upsets me now to think that I had so much belief in myself in that one career. I wanted to be that so bad. Which led me on to think of all the careers I had such a drive to become, such as a fashion designer, a comic book artist. There were only three, but I remember they were so important to me during those times. I guess time changed me over time. I don't know, the matter just upsets me. I think over the past year I've changed. It's not much, but I feel I have more confidence. I cut my hair, I started to wear some makeup, I stopped biting my nails, and such and such etc. etc. I feel like I've become a more optimistic/happy person. I can't remember a time since we started this school year where I have been trully/really upset. I've found myself not so stressed about much anymore. I tink I've calmed down. Lol, I rant too much! ---- |
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