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Monday, November 24, 20087:46 PM
make it better ![]() I guess I need to catch up with these since the last one I wrote was on Thursday. Well, there isn't much to say. I had a Lyme disease scare, where my mother tried to scare me. Hmm, I went out with a friend on Friday and caught up with a bunch of people. Saturday I went to the craft store to buy supplies for my English project. And Sunday, I went to the mall with my mother and just hung out. I wore said blouse to school today with a skirt, and froze to death outside when we had a fire drill. I also found out I did relatively well on the tests, but not good enough. I found a few new confidants, and I did a good amount of research for one of my projects that I still have a good month to complete. Once I got home I started some homework, watched Men in Black, and fell asleep on the couch afterwards. When I got up and went to get a glass of water, though I really don't like it, I realize that my fish Casey had died and was floating in th tank. I had to say it made me sad. I had gotten him on Labor Day and I managed to keep him alive for quite a long while, which is a big accomplishment. I guess I grew attatched to him. I had recieved two more fish last week as a gift from my uncle. But one of the new ones died two days later. And three days later, the other new one died. And two days after that, my Casey died. I guess the two new fish were sick or something. I guess for the past few days I've been feeling blue. I've been very tired lately, and I don't really know how to explain it. I've just been down in the dumps. I guess there's a reason, but it's hard to put into words. I guess I just miss people. They're there, but not entirely there. So tomorrow I have an oral presentation on Uranium, which will be quite fun. In English I have a Vocab test which I still have to study for. We're doing CPR, and drawing people. So that will be fun. I just glad we aren't modelling and sitting still for an hour. I was surprised my father made it home in one piece. He went out and partied with his guy friends, and he usually ends up doing something horrendously stupid. I never realized how much I hated such behaviour until now. All I really did was pray that he didn't choke to death or get alcohol poisoning. And he came back fine. Which was good, I'd like to believe that he didn't drink much at all there.It's like how one of my friends takes quite a strong stance against smoking, I guess I'm the same with alcohol I just don't speak out against it with such passion. I guess I admire him for that. I just avoid talking about it. It makes me a hyocrite doesn't it? I remember you with your exesscive drinking. I remember attempting to tell you how wrong it was, and I remember you trying to persuade me that it was perfectly fine. You weren'y one to be swayed, so I never spoke to you about your behavior again. To this day I wonder why I didn't leave you as soon as I found out. Maybe I stayed with you because you were flawed, and I believed I could change you for the good. I guess I didn't do much to help you did I. I guess as I grow older I'll probably drink, but little for I don't have much of a taste for it. Wow, I wrote a lot. ---- |
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