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Info  If you've found this blog, then chances are great that you know me. I'm just a regular asian schoolgirl, and there's nothing out of the ordinary with me. But alongside that, I am a violinist, an artist, a model, a travel enthusiast, and a web designer. I love many things such as: my culture, foreign languages, books, stuffed animals, the rain, and animals. In the same breath, I dislike a few things. These few would consist of: homework, cold weather, milk, heights and crowded beaches. I also have my share of hopes and dreams alongside everyone else.
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Tuesday, September 23, 20089:48 PM
so so tired  Fact: You tire me outI've gotta admit, lately I've been quite tired lately, and I'm not sure of why. Maybe I'm expending all my energy and stretching myself out too thin. Last night were the auditions to the musical. I thought I had a good chance of getting a call back because when I sang my song everyone smiled and enjoyed it. But imagine my disappointment when I didn't see my name on the callbacks list posted in the cafe this morning. It wasn't like I was gonna bawl my eyes out or anything, but I actually thought I'd get one. I dunno, I guess I got my hopes to high or something. But whatever. My friend was there and his name wasn't on the list either, but he was trying in vain to say that it wasn't a big deal, we were still in the company such and such etc. I know he was probably saying it all for himself, but I kinda thought I'd get a somewhat good part. You walked into my classroom today and visited the teacher. I couldn't help but feel repulse for you since I comepletely lost all respect for you since you're such an immature child. Besides, I don't exsist to you anyway.  But onto other news; tomorrow is my first modelling session and we're runway walking. I've been hearing a lot of talk about modelling from some of those other girls, you know, the ones that are popular, but aren't really. I don't know, I just hope to see no one I know.I didn't want the whole modelling thing to get out in the open. That's why I was silently seething on the inside when one of my personal confidants decided to spill the news to people the morning after. I didn't want people to know, and I didn't want to make it such a big deal. I don't want to be judged like 'oh, she's not pretty' or 'she's only doing this because -insert something completely untrue here-'. I just don't want drama, because words gets around, and I end up not getting a job and only embarassing myself. Girls talk. I've only really told a few people about the model thing. I didn't want to make it such a big deal. I'm keeping it under wraps, as long as a few people could keep their mouths shut. You know, it's my dream to be on one of those big H&M ads in the mall. You know, no mannequinns, just you and a white wall. That would be amazing. But I really doubt that would happen. If I made it onto an ad and someone recognized me, I'd own up to it. I don't want to brag about this model thing because it's no big deal. But I can certainly tell you others would brag all the way to the sun and back if given teh chance. ---- |
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