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Info  If you've found this blog, then chances are great that you know me. I'm just a regular asian schoolgirl, and there's nothing out of the ordinary with me. But alongside that, I am a violinist, an artist, a model, a travel enthusiast, and a web designer. I love many things such as: my culture, foreign languages, books, stuffed animals, the rain, and animals. In the same breath, I dislike a few things. These few would consist of: homework, cold weather, milk, heights and crowded beaches. I also have my share of hopes and dreams alongside everyone else.
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Wednesday, July 30, 20084:06 PM
Because of you, I found myself
Fact: Because of you, I found myself  This I know is long overdue. But I want to tell you all that I miss you. I miss you so much. We came across each others paths down at Villanova at a Forum. I didn't know what I was getting myself into. I was quiet as I sat alone in the corner. That morning I was freaking out because I had come in from CT early, and I didn't know anymore. I ran around campus screaming inside because no one would talk to me.. Then the first med session came. Still, the name game helped me realized that I wasn't alone. By the end of the first day I had made friends. I had an awesome room-mate, and I was social. As the days wore on, we became inseprable. We were never seen without each other, and every hour our group grew closer and sometimes larger. . I remember getting to bed at 12 in the morning, and waking up at five just so I could take a nice warm shower. We met up and headed to breakfast. I remember the first day we had dinner I felt horrid because some people couldn't get seats because the selfish basketball team roped off half of the cafe.. The days went by and by and in the back of my mind I was counting the days til I was forced to say goodbye. It was depressing. But that last night at the closing gala I had the time of my life. It was the first time I had ever gotten on the dance floor and danced. I was the girl that would sit at the table the whole dance and wait for someone to ask her, and usually, no one did. My friends would drag me onto the dancefloor and I'd just stand there and after a little while, I'd return to my seat.. But not this time, I danced the night away, I mean a guy wouldn't ask you to dance if you were just sitting there. If you looked like you were having a good time on the dancefloor then he'd ask you. That night no one asked me to dance. But that was okay. Everyone was telling me I was a good dancer, and that made me feel great. I was going to ask that one guy to dance, but I had waited too long and the last song turned out to be the Cotton Eye Joe.. I want to thank all of you. I found who I was there. I'm not as shy anymore, and I can speak my mind. I can dance without being afraid. I'm so much more confident because of all of you. I'm happy because of you.. I hate how you guys live so far from me. Why can't you be right here? I can barely function sometimes without you guys. I'm not used to not seeing you, I miss seeing all of you from 5-12. You made me realize something; something deep inside me.. You had given me, me. ---- |
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